Insecurity.
Self doubt.
I don't like to fail. You could probably say I have a "fear of failure". In fact, I try to avoid it when ever possible. To the point that if I think I might fail at something, I either a) give it up quickly or b) never try to begin with.
I have thought "Oh, I could never do that!" about so many things in my life.
Staying safely tucked into my comfort zone. Making excuses.
"I could never do that!"
But scripture tells us: "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" ~ Philippians 4:13
What's the old saying? About how if God brings you to it, He will bring you through it?
If God calls me to do something - I can do it! He gives me the strength of Christ to help me through anything he sets before me.
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to his purpose. ~ Romans 8:28
God never sets us up for failure! I need to stop doubting myself. And start trusting God.