Willing to seek and serve God. With all my heart.
I want to search for Him, and serve Him as a response. Because He forgave me and saved me, not so that He will save me and forgive me.
I want to trust Him. To stop believing the lies the enemy plants in my head. To walk this journey not just believing in God, but believing God. That His every Word is powerful and His promises are truth.
The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak... Scared. Worry-filled. Tentative.
That is my journey. My story. The very reason I must seek Him.
Weak - but willing.